眼泪是温暖的

Wishing so much I could turn back time.

Wishing so much I would have a better childhood.

Wishing so much I had been so much smarter.

Wishing so much I could see the world.

I regret so much, too much.

Perhaps my only way out is professional help.

I dont want to be a burden to anyone.

Im done, Im good.

My tears are still warm. .

I am still alive.

Achieving a fake pretty face

Has been missing for awhile(again) and I have decided to improve my face !
If you have been following, I was actually a jobless dog for the past 4 months and as poor as I am, I still will not give up achieving to look better. I would rather starve. So, I wont hide what I did to my face or what I am going to do. Thus ,

1. Slimmer face with Botox 
2. Higher nose with fillers
3. Fuller cheeks with fillers(pending when I have more cash ahhhh)

Yes I am currently deciding on which clinic to go and when I should do it. But I definitely want to have a slimmer face by Chinese New Year which comes early next January. 

Hasnt been uploading photos recently cos I have been working and I look like shit in my uniform and tied up hair. Thus, here's one pretty pic prettily decorated by le me. A pic with hubby taken 4 years ago :

My Furry + Being a mother

My furry came to find me last Saturday at my place to see my darling boy. After which we headed to have some sushi and xian liao for abit.

My furry, bai bai pang pang so cute :)

My D Darling.

Being a mother :

Having him for the past year was probably the best I could ever ask for. To me he is the world's cutest, naughtiest, bad-tempered, spoilt, adorable little boy. Being a very emotion person, sometimes by looking at him sleep I can tear. I have no idea why. He takes up so much time, effort, strength, money but watching him grow week by week and growing so attached to me, simply melts your soul. 

When he is hurt, I hurt 10x time more.

When he is happy, I am 10x happier.

I love him more than I love anyone else in this world.

Unconditionally, always.   

I am writing this and I miss my boy and I wanna cry but I will be seeing him tmr so I am not gonna cry already :D

Actually I am not like more motherly or anything, I am exactly the same as before. Many whom just met me cannot believe I have a son. Haha. At least I feel I am not those who ji bao ji qi after they are married and have given birth. Still striving to look better every day hehe. I really cant wait for him to grow and and go school and stuffs. Then I can bring him to school and make lunch boxes for him :D So fun arhhhhxxxxxx.

Just to end of with my makeup of da day some days back;

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GOGOGO!

BYEBYEBYE ~