Weddings

Today I attended a wedding.

We used to work together, she was such a young, bubbly and cute soulmate. Because we worked side by side, day after day, we became closer and closer, talked more and more. Soon, we talked about everything under the sun. We became close friends.

When I received her invitation, I was so excited and overwhelmed. She is only 21 this year. She is so young ~ Finally today, I am too glad to have been able to attend and experience this amazing day of her life.
So, I cam-whored a lot while getting ready and choosing like 10 different outfits which were either too slutty or too uncomfy.

 Da wind just blowing and blowing and blowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~~~~~

There were actually alot more but I choose to outsource them from here as there will just be too many of my face and I do admit this time I edited the pics abit too white. All the pics look way too absurdly fair hehe.

I then settled for this office playsuit for the night :)

And a few pics with this makeup and outfit.

My dearest Mao ~

When she walked through I could tell her face was so nervous, her cheeks were flushing and she looked so uptight. (Unlike her Hubby which was enjoying the limelight very naturally indeed) .

She pop-ed the champagne and looked into her husband's eyes. So sweetly they kissed like the world stopped one second for them. The smile on her face was so genuine, purer than any crystal, sweeter than any sugar coated snack, lovelier than ever. It was a smile of true love. 

That moment I was too mixed up with emotions I felt like dropping a tear. As much as I lost all that hope in Love, she makes me realize that true love still exist and she was experiencing it. I know she will find bliss in her new family. 

The only photo I managed to get with her throughout the night.

Happy Marriage my Deary dear ~

Okie gonna read some short stories and gonna turn in or bed naow goodnight people ~

Last pic for the night!
#cosIseldomusefakelash #selfietime #racheldiamond

Messed Up

Through and through,
I've thought about, over and over.
Neither moving right nor left will get me what I want.
I am stuck at the crossroads of probably one of my biggest decisions ever to be made.
I stood there dazing, often blanking out within the busy crowd.
Watching the world move past me so quickly, minute by minute.
Why couldn't it all be just a nasty nightmare ?
I am nothing but a wanderer. I am not ready to stay.
For once, I am sorry for the lies.
Every bit of my heart aches with guilt.

I held your face and asked for your love.
You gave it so willingly, so whole, so true.
I should be the most blissful woman on this earth.
But why is this all too late?
I want to, but I no longer breathe for your presence.
This heart no longer longs for you.

Someone please save me. Else, kill me.

2013 ; 2014

Today is the last day of 2013 thus this shall be the last entry of the year. A post filled with reflections, thoughts and probably alot of photos of myself. =P

Yeah, Hello -
So most not very recently I visited my friend's new pet bunny which she was super excited about. I was like, neutral? Not much onto pets recently. Its called Buibui however ironic its not even very Bui (fat in Hokkien). It was quite cute la being very very tiny.

Ya Buibui , Hi.

Butter night with girlfriend couple of weeks back. We were just discussing that day why we became best clubbing buddies. One day we just decided to club together (which was pretty weird) and it just worked out too well. I've seen her grew from drinking alcohol like a nun to drinking like a pro. Soon she will be drinking like a fish without having to hug the toilet bowl and walking into tables and chairs having to find her legs bruised the next morning.
Love her .

One day someday dunno which day.

Before heading to le friend's pet shop opening.

So, friend of mine officially opened his pet shop in Siglap called Pooch's Image, specializing in pet grooming. Give it consideration if your pet needs any form of haircut, manicure, spa what have you.

Pooch's Image :)

There was this damn cute dog there called Ba Hu. Is a toy poodle and its just soooooooo cuteeeeeeee. Very sadly I have no idea where that photo has gone into in my computer and I shall not find it, Its my whatsapp profile pic anyways for those who have my number hehe. 

Christmas with my lovely naughty boy.

Thoughts ; Reflections ; Aims ; Goals
Done with the year, I wasnt exactly anywhere near productive. Half the time I was neither working nor studying. Bumming away, leeching and spending money like a queen while having a bank account like a pauper. Not wise. No more next year. Or should I say from tomorrow onwards.

Time is never coming back and I have promised myself to make use of each and every single minute I have. Bringing it to a whole new level - which means not only studying and working. Less Facebook, less Instagram, basically less social media and more of gaining general knowledge and learning about everything. Love to be put aside for now cause it is something which I basically lost too much hope and faith in. I just want to focus of the things which would make an impact in my life in the future. Why am I still dwelling in the stories of other people lives? Wei she mo?

Partying? Never gonna quit it. HEHEH. The 3 seconds, the 5-10s, the dancing, the shots, the hands in the air all will carry on in the twilights of all your sleeps because I am not getting any younger, I have to party while I can. Party on!

I have made bad decisions. Plenty of it. The price to pay was so harsh I could look back and cry myself every night, wanting to turn back time, wanting to shoot myself in the brain and stab myself in the heart for making such stupid decisions. I was wrong. Not that noone has advised me previously, I just didnt listen. I was stubborn and obstinate.( they mean the same thing, just seems cooler writing both ). Now that the damage has been inflicted, I cant run anymore. I am 24 in 4 months and it is time to make a difference. Its time to change and I will do my utmost best to be a better person. *feeling motivated*

In 2014, I will make an impact.

My 2014 motto: Every second counts. 

December! :)

Hi December!

Time flies. You dont realized it until you look back and hey, we are already old and we are already here.
I took the week off as its study week and its exam next Tues + Wed. So I am supposed to be studying today but I spent most of the time managing Monbebe instead. When I end my school in a year's time, Im gonna bring Monbebe to a further level and till then, Chillax!

Met up with Gwen and her daughter for din last weekend.

At first Giselle was like damn dao and didnt want to talk to me. But I guess all kids are afraid of strangers? Then during Fish and Co, I gave her fries and she took it hehehe.

This is the reason to my success !
Later when we were walking around she asked "where's jiejie" and held my hand. So sweeeeet la she. And oh she's damn petite!!!! So cuteeeeeee.

Has been hanging out with my previous team recently and I just love how we didnt know each other for the longest time but we get along too well talking shit, hanging out having a time of our own. Life is great with friends :) We had our first night at Fabrika then Jab1.

Otw to meet the crew with the eye red like siao. zzzzzz.I wanted to take it out but after a few drinks I totally forgot about it. Heh. I met skinnybarbiexx at Scotts then we headed down together to Fabrika. It was hilarious how we couldnt get a cab and when we got one the uncle didnt even know wheres the place we had to ask Google(but to no avail) so we had to ask directions from pedestrians. - . -

Scotts team :)

She's one special skinnybarbiexx I tell you. She is so pretty lar walao. 17 alr liddat.

The next day I was hanging and work baddddd and she was like bouncing off the walls. 

Photo at work.

Met skinnybarbiexx for lunch at Fareast the next day for some Malay food.

Their chili is damn NAIZE. *thumbs up*

Just a teeny bit lazy to blog naow.
BYE ~
Gonna prepare and heading off to my friend's place to see her new bunny love called BuiBui~

Butterfac, Frenzie and bad services

Starting the post with my face as always.

Photos were from last last Wednesday before heading to Butter Factory.

In relations to the previous post regarding my wardrobe sales . . . . hehehe. See ah, because I am very lazy and not very bright right, I transferred all the images from my Canon to my Asus. Or so I thought I did. - . -
Apparently the transfer was unsuccessful and being a lazy bum I didnt check that my new folder has all the pictures I immediately deleted them from my Canon. Andddd TADA! Its gone. I know I checked my recycle bin but its not there la cause it wasnt even in my computer in the first place what. Thereafter, I googled - "How to recover deleted photos from memory card" (eh seems like I am quite bright after all). I would say its possible however it would be troublesome to do so as I would have to download some program to do it and all that(I think). Since the successful photos I think around 5 pics only all my Amanda's pretty pics and its not the full collection so I decided to forgo it :( Sorry Amanda ~ But we did camwhored abit la so yay? Heh.

That night at Butterfactory

These were take before heading out hehe :)

I seldom use fake lashes though cos I feel it makes me look like my makeup is very heavy ? Yeahhhhhh.

Drink drink and drink somemore ~ Damn ugly that night I tell you. All the pics are like whattttttttt why am I so ugly can I please go and die. 

Overall, it was another usual Butter night. Drink, dance. Bang kang at 4am. Nothing much to talk about. OHOH. I take back my words. One thing I wanna reiterate. The bartenders at Butter are like !@#$%^&*(). I merely asked for a cup of warm water and he just look at me and ignore me, continued doing his things. Like wtf? Are you a piece of wall? Or are you a piece of shit? Just super ill mannered la! *angryness* Then obviously I asked again cos I need some water for my drunkard women! Then he was like, "Dont have" so I asked for normal water and he poured some for me from the tap and left it on the counter with the face black like Bao Jing Tian and so damn longgggggggg his chin is going to touch the ground soon. So very annoying ! 

Weekend stroll with le gf.

Photospam with le new Comme des fuckdown beanie and my blogshop model hahaha.

xx. Twist times three .xx

After which we headed down to Punggol's park and walked a longgggg stretch of road to reach a red bridge. Meanwhile talking about love and life and gossiping about random people. Had dinner at Ah Dong cafe. Once again, complaint complaints. Eh I see that I am one of those who contributes to the *Singaporeans everything also complain* heh. See, my pineapple rice came with a serving of a fried egg on top and on top of the egg is aaaaaaaaa . . . . . . . . skinny legged fly! (side note: I wanted to find the pic of the fly cos its not the normal housefly but I googled and saw too many fly images it kinda disgusted me so forget it). Ok after which I pointed it out to the waiter and his reaction was like, "Oh it must have dropped in on the way here". Just zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. No la no it was planted there for a purpose by the chef. Why cant these people say brighter things seriously?? So when he came back with the new rice, it was pretty obvious they just simple scrap off the top. Like eh smtj sia? You want to close down ASAP is it? In the end the manager came and I asked for a discount. There was a 10% off the final bill ultimately. But hey no aint 10% gonna change my views about that place.

Taken at da bridge

Sorry for all the complaining and complaining but recently really have been meeting very upsetting services everywhere! You know you pay for a service and you get shit and people treat you like you owe them money when in fact, YOU'RE THE ONE PAYING THEIR SALARIES you geddit? I dont understand sia. Whats wrong with the world????? *bangs head*

To end things off, 

last Thurs visited the Hub. :) I cried when I saw him laaaaaaa *sobs* Just so much feelings suddenly hit me and I was overwhelmed with so much emotions. But I got over it quick though. Things are fine and finally, 5 more days I can get the have someone sleeping beside me, someone to hug when I have nightmare and someone to nag at me whenever I leave all my clothes around the house. Hehehehe. Counting down excitedly~

More and many more of my face
I realized that my eye bags are getting worst lei. 

After visiting went off with Sis in law for some food at Causeway and made our way back to her place to play with lil Aiden. He's damn cute lor! Every fortnight I see him and he just looks so different! So I carried him and too some pictures. After a short while, he fell asleep!! LOL. 

Heyhey Aiden wakey 

See you soon!
I just hope Aiden can be like best and close cousins with Darius like call each other and meet each other up often for food and movies or what not so they can be like bros and people will have less one excuse to get me to give Darius a brother/sister cos Im quite done here :)

Pre-loved and brand new clothes for sale

Hiiiiiiiiiii.

I will be digging out my entire wardrobe when I am done with this post and I feel that it will be so mountain piling see already also feel damn sian to take all the pics lar whuattttttttttttt -.- Me dearest Amanda love is coming over later to help me with the pictures so dont just see okay, there are really good steals. As in even pre-loved are like worn once or twice ! But if you know me well personally, I have a compulsive shopping disorder which really gets me scolded from my mum or Hubby constantly like
"You already have so many still buy" and
"Why you always anyhow buy things " and
"You think you very rich ah" and never ending like 4D combinations ~~

Walaoooooooo but I really cannot control and I feel that I have improved over the years la now I only aim labels which I will never be able to afford so kudos on that! :)

Also many like to view such blogs so they can gossip with their friends regarding how ugly the clothes are or how fat my arms are or how black my face is. lololololol I am ok with that la you can go ahead with it as long as you buy something hehehehehe.

The items will be sold onnnnn my Carousell I guess? Perhaps I'll post the pictures up here as well and on my Instagram maybe? So once the pictures are up ya can get some shopping spree done alrighty. If this shit doesnt work I'll prolly have to have a flea somewhere ah then I can throw in all the bags and shoes and shit.

Lastly, I have alot of books like story books and textbooks which I need to clear as my room is going to have a tiny renovation and I wanna clear as much shit as possible. I mean I love buying books to read instead of borrowing from bookstores or libraries cos I dont like that its old and dirty and Im unsure who has been touching them before I did or if they have spat or drip some nasal juice on it la. This is i guess what they call
Gong zhu bing -
and no wonder Hubby always say I think I damn rich ah. Le sigh ok I admit tt. Now lets move on with life.

Some random thoughts regarding the photos taken going through my mind now :
How I will look in the pics
How much time we would be spending time camwhoring "behind the scenes" lololol
How annoying would pack all the unwanted clothes would be
Where I am gonna place them
My room is so tiny Im gonna die !
Im definitely gonna starve for a bigger house next time so I can have a awesome walk in wardrobe.
I shall get like 100 pairs of shoes to display so my walk in wardrobes looks too awesome to be true.
One side of the wall can be like full length mirror with a sofa for shoe trying in the middle.

Ok getting abit carried away. Its now either I live in a mansion or I just have absolutely no space to walk at home due to the overload of things and have to climb over all the chairs and crawl on the walls like Spiderman to get around the room.
I have exactly 4hrs till Amanda's arrival so I need to go pack ma stuffs naow tata!

PISSED ; 18+++++++(Vulgarities) Viewers discretion -

Just so you know, my blog's URL has been spamming in some fucking matchmaking or porn sites and whoever doing so can just go fuck themselvesssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! Im like super duper pissed and I'll TRY very very FUCKING HARD TO LAY OFF THE VULGARITIES OKAY!! =)))

Its not like the people that has been viewing my blog via indecent links are disturbing me or anything(cos there is absolutely no email no contact no nothing to contact me at all) but its just very disturbing to know that such people who has been to obscene(apparently banned) sites are reading my blog and looking at my pictures. It's just 100% disturbing and uncomfortable ??

So I have screenshot a few of my blog stats for the past week
15Nov - 22Nov. 

 Wah wah ourmeets live cam x-art just fuck them all 

 And I am also quite surprised how non Singaporeans reach my site =0
Why Hi there anyways if u DID NOT VISIT TRU STUPID LINKS!!!

 This one abit more consoling having all entries VIA fb which are usually ppl I know ah. :)

See see top traffic - FB and OURMEETS.
Meet what meet go meet ur mother please she is waiting for you at home.

To those douchebags that have been posting:
How the fuck did they even reached my URL siol seriously? All those marketing people from indecent sites your sourcing skills are really super good!! Wanna help Monbebe advertise? I dont feel my posts has been indecent or have many revealing pictures. OK, I have no boobs and no ass so I really feel by putting my link on ur site has absolutely NO HELP IN GETTING MORE MEN TO UR WEB OK. Then again if these are just fucking spams then ya this section goes out to those who are creating the spams which actually they will never get to read this. Since its an open entry, this goes out to you with all my heart and soul, _|_

Perhaps everything posted online is dangerous and so called free for everyone and nothing much I can do about it. Are any one else experiencing these or is it just me? Walao Ive seen so many more blogs(with no offence at all) with much more revealing boobylicious photos (with absolute envy, I must say) like the super famous ***** or super short half-assed shorts revealing half their butt cheeks or even lingerie or swimsuit photoshoot. Hey, I dont have. Wrong channel, ok??? Haiiiiiizzzzzxxzxxzxzxzxzxz. Next time all my photos I think shall wrap my face my hair my body like as such :

Hi .

Lastly, although I do not feel this post will make a big difference to the numbers of visitors from indecent links but I just need to rant it out AND IM DONE THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEARING WITH ME HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY NIGHT PEEPS. Eh actually my words are quite kind hehe. OK bye~

PS: my font abit annoying hor? should I change it ?